It's not what I think!

Lately I've realized that I've been over-thinking things ways too much! I worry about my life falling apart and missing deadlines, people letting me down, changes. But guess what? People have let me down, yet they have surprised me in the same way. Every situation I stress over (and this has been happening this way for years) gets resolved no problem and I'm left going. "PHEW! That was so easy! Thanks God!" I judge people without giving them a chance to get to know them, and they turn out to have valuable lessons I really need to hear. Thank-you God for shaping my heart. Thanks for the punches, the scars, the enlargement of my heart, because although it hurts, I am being made new. :)