Thursday, August 23, 2012

I don't like falling off my high horse...

August has not been a good month for me. Period. At all. On the 7th I had all 4 wisdom teeth taken out and that started the worst week of pain and sickness I've ever felt. (And as I write this I still have the stitches in the back of my mouth that have not fallen out yet. Then I went back to work ready to start new, but I just kept getting myself into conflict. It's not that I meant to cause drama, but it seems to be following me. I'm trying to humble myself from being "oh so perfect" but it hurts a lot. I'm counting down the days until I can be back at school and start new there, working hard in school and having a great year (as opposed to the last two which didn't go so well academically, physically or mentally) I have a lot of big decisions to make soon.
What this summer has taught me:
I am right
I am wrong
I should be more social
I should be less sensitive
Be careful what you ask God for

I asked God for wisdom to be influential. I wanted to be great, like Mordecai, Esther, Solomon and David.  All I got was the black sheep title. But tis life, right?


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