First Day Flutters and Changing of Seasons

Well, the first day of my junior year in college is almost over. I'm sitting here wanting to get up and pace again but I shall refrain. See, my life is seemingly simpler this time around. My classes are interesting, my townhouse is great, and I'm being told I'm not so shy anymore. I'm tired though. I can't go to sleep because I have a hall meeting at 9:30. It's like my day doesn't end, but I'm not angry about it like I would've been in the past. Today, nothing has worked in my favor. My door key wouldn't work, the whole campus is sold out of day planners, and I had to watch a depressing movie in class. Yet, I have peace that I would never be able to obtain on my own. Last year on this day I started crying and didn't stop. I keep telling myself that despite bad events of the past, I can start new. I will be okay, and I will have peace no matter what because my God is faithful.